sweet sally.

it's that time of year again, when the flowers start to bloom and the sun pops its cute lil face out from behind the clouds and your entire mood seems to lift. 

red february.

ello ello ello...again! long time no see ae? I kind of abandoned the blog for, like, forever. but I'm back tryna give it another go, I've even changed the name, again! SOOOOOO much has happened since I last updated it so I'm gonna do a wee life update too. 

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guess who's back with a brand new rap, and I don't mean rap as in a new case of...

hey babies! long time no see huh?! I'm not going to lie, I wasn't sure if I was ever actually gonna make it back on here. the past few months have been a whirlwind of doing lots of things but also not doing anything at all. it's been weird. 

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hello hunnis! well today was a whirlwind of different weathers, we've had snow, hailstones, sweltering sunshine and rain all in the space of a few hours.

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☆ hello again angels ☆

I've been away from blogging for a wee while. again. I've been so busy/stressed/sad/uninterested recently. they say if you're constantly feeling low that you should take up a hobby or something but how can you when you can hardly muster the energy to get out of bed some days? today will be the third day in just over a week that I'll have barely moved from my bedroom. thank the lord for netflix, snacks and slug dog. thankfully, I can get away with blaming it on the weather, since it's been absolutely horrific recently.

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hello munchkins! it's been a little while since my last post, SOOO MUCH has been happening recently, I just haven't really had the time to sit down and write anything. but I'm back now, only with a super quick post though! I've actually been that busy that I've only just gotten around to starting a new tv series, two and a half weeks after finishing the only series of scream available. I'm currently on episode two of the tudors and so far, there has been no casualties in the form of me falling hard for an unattainable man. go me!

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it was such a beautiful day on monday just gone there but I woke up feeling totally drained. I toyed with the idea of shutting the curtains and hiding in my bed for the remainder of the day. but I guess I just couldn't pass up the opportunity to get some VIT D into my haggard feeling body.

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hello little people! I wanna write this quickly so I can grab a cup of tea, get into my bed and stick some horrendous 80's film on to try and cheer myself up a little bit.

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ok, so lemme just start this thing off with

LOOK AT MY FREAKING BOOTS

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there's a lot of things completely wrong with this outfit.

first off, I'm wearing blue jeans. BLUE FUCKING JEANS HELLO, what the hell?? I want to pretend that I don't even know where they came from. I want to say I just found them down the back of my bed like a lost lonesome sock. I want to say a friend left them here 3 years ago.

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aw maaaaaan I'm so over winter like, it's fucking baltic outside. over it. abso-fucking-lutely over it. absolutely. so done.

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how freaking ugly is this jacket huh??? I'm in love with it. it's funny how the media and society tell us what to fall in love with and what not to find beautiful. well I say fuck it, be attracted to ugly dogs, fall in love with ginger people, grow your lady hair and feel beautiful. be a dirty little bug if you wanna be.

I got this ugly lil thing in a charity shop for a fiver or something a few weeks ago. I just threw it on today for a short walk, I needed to get out of the stuffiness of my bedroom and clear my head for a little while. I also wore my boots, aw look at them, I haven't worn them in forever. also check out my sock, that one is from tesco.

this is my dog, he has a few different names, stupid dog, oli, butt butt, slugdog and he's a sociopath. he tries to scale the shed to escape from the garden, falls up the stairs, barks at the ceiling fan, attacks my dad anytime he comes near me, walks around behind the cat sniffing his butt, chases kids on skateboards, skates, running with footballs (he basically just chases kids really), tries to get in the shower with you, he runs away and falls down muddy ditches, he picks his food out the dish and throws it on the floor, he ate some of my shoes once. he's my best friend. 

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awh, my first blooger of 2016 and I guess I've been away quite a while, I haven't been on here in almost two months, my head's been all over the place and I haven't really had the time or energy to give to the blog.

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waaaaw this weather is ruining me man. tired all the time, absolutely no energy whatsoever, it's always dark, always cold, I'm miserable. as soon as I wake up, I only want to crawl onto my front and go back to sleep. waaaaah, why can't I hibernate like a tiny, cute animal???

I wore this last friday when me and my friend spent an afternoon in the pub, I was wasted man, flat out by 8.30pm. I ended up being the weird drunk lady sitting in mcdonald's on her own before I left to go home, I was burnt by my hot chocolate and made several complaints, to mcdonalds, over various social media accounts and cried down the phone to my boyfriend. I suffered greatly the next day, I might truly have to give it up.

anyway boring little blooger today, I've been trying to write this all day but my head is fucked and I just wanna cry/sleep/maybe both.

swear my contour didn't actually look this harsh irl but so what if it did anyway  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

dress - charity shop 99pence ma son!!!

black top underneath - primark

boots - t.u.k.

coat - bitching and junkfood

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finally gotten around to blogging this outfit. I wore this for my birthday a few weeks ago. I love it so much, it reminds me of something kelly bundy might have worn. the top is actually a long bell sleeved crop which I've never worn, I just forced the sleeved up inside of them and yanked them off my shoulders to replicate a bitching and junkfood crop I had and lost, like fucking every other piece of clothing I've ever owned. yaaaawn. I seen a film once where johnny depp got swallowed by a bed, I bet that's what's been going on. I'll be getting swallowed up in no time whatsoever man, pray for me.

top - actually canny mind where I bought this

skirt - vintage, tunnel vision

boots - dr martens

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if you've been reading this then you'll probably remember how excited I was over the fact that it was october. WELL HOW FUCKING WRONG I WAS. everything that could have went wrong for me, this month, has. 

it all started with liverpool, where I drunkenly smashed my phone (I think I stood on it) and I haven't been able to afford to get it fixed yet. because I also spent the middle of the month POOR like actually couldn't afford lunch poor. it wasn't until my birthday when I got some money and it didn't seem fair of me to spend the money I received from various different family members on fixing my stupid mistake. it's still broken and I've legit been using my ipad as a fucking phone for nearly three weeks.

I also left my camera charger in liverpool and although my dad bought me a new one from ebay (because he felt bad about buying my sister a stapler and me, nothing) last friday, it's still not here EVEN THOUGH IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HERE BY TUESDAY and so my camera ran out of battery today, leaving me with a very limited number of photos to choose from for this post. serious annoyance.

when we were in glasgow last week, there was loads of halloween shops dotted around and obviously, I had to drag brendan into every single one, much to his annoyance. and basically, in one of them, the girl was really nice but she conned me into buying liquid latex, for £7.49. I'm saying she conned me because she did. I got home and had a look around my room for face paint, which I found with the exact same bottle of liquid latex and a receipt, A RECEIPT FOR £1FUCKING.49 FROM EBAY. I'm not even kidding when I say I will actual be covering myself with liquid latex on saturday, it'll be all over me, the soles of my feet, in my hair, you name it.

one of my brand new gerard cosmetic lipsticks was broken before I even used it. now I'm not being funny right but I've bought collection 2000 lipsticks for £2 before which have lasted years without breaking, never mind running out, which I'm pretty sure this pathetic little thing will do after 5 uses, it's fucking tiny. 

so I'm not having a good month am I but it's payday tomorrow and then IT'S OFFICIALLY FUCKING HALLOWEEN ON SATURDAY. FINALLY!! I'm currently listening to the nightmare before christmas soundtrack to hype myself up. the best compliment I ever received was when a boy told me that I reminded him of a tim burton character. the second was when my boyfriend told me I looked gaunt. 

top (obviously I had to cut it) - vintage, tunnel vision

skirt - love too true

shoes - dr martens

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"...and a hand-me-down robe, you must be a weasley." 

mind when we were all younger and the only thing worse than two stripe trainers was being forced to wear clothes that had belonged to someone else? mine were usually from my dad's friends kids or my older cousins and it was always mortifying being handed the black bin bag of shit and having to say "thank you" with a fake smile. WHAT A THING OF THE PAST! secondhand clothes are in my top 5 favorite things on the planet. whether vintage or relatively new (but you just couldn't afford the price at the time and then it sold out), secondhand clothing is an absolute godsend. some of the nicest things I've ever bought have been from charity shops, 99 pence dresses you say??? that's going straight in my basket. and at any rate, charity shopping is the funnest way to shop, I'd 100% rather spend an hour in a charity shop rummaging through the masses of clothes to find that one perfect skirt for £1.50 than go to a high street store and spend an hour deciding if I wanna buy that one mediocre dress for £48 and then immediately regretting my decision, either way, as soon as I leave the shop. seeing rack after rack of the same boring print is exactly that, boring, gimme 80's frilly sleeves and 60's patterns and ripped hems and little burn holes in sweaters, gimme clothes that have lived, clothes that people have loved. 

   

dress - motel, depop (£5)

sweater - vtg next, charity shop (£1.50)

shoes - unif